haay. i thought of up again..

when i hear my classmates talking about college, i can't help but think about what school should i enter. but honestly, i really dreamed of studying in University of the Philippines. i already took the exam. unfortunately, i did not pass to the said university because my score wasn't qualified to the course i chose. i was really really dissapointed and it made me very sad and down. after sometime, i realized that maybe this was really not destined for me. [haha. wth!] i also took entrance exam in mapua and in ust and thank god! i passed both exams. haha. when my parents knew about it, they assured me to study in mapua but i'm really confused that time.

in mapua, there are four quarters to be taken. if you think of it, it's really expensive. sometimes, i think that maybe because of this dilemma, i may not finish college. aside from this, a lot says that studying in this institute is really difficult and challenging. my parents said, " kaya mo yan anak, alam ko matalino ka.". i'm not sure if they are boosting my confidence or they just really want me to study there.

P.S. i'm super duper confused...