i tried alot but i failed to inhibit myself :'c

nothing to express, i just wanna update this for people who support me like you KARINA !!

i don't want to use up this time to express my problems. haha. maybe next time, i will. but i promise that it would be the last. what happened today?

to tell you honestly, it was not a good day. i was really pissed off awhile ago. reason? i'm just gonna keep it to myself. a lot of people ruined my day especially those uhm, NEVERMIND. i dont want to remember them. it will just give me a nightmare.

anyway, i went to my lola's house to greet her a happy birthday. then, we ate a lot 'cause there were a lot of food present. i also talked to my sister and asked her the school that she will enter in college. i'm quite happy and suprised at the same time because she told me that she will study in Mapua which is also my future school. luckily, our courses were on the same department so we won't have a hard time seeing each other. by the way, i have to live in a dorm because i really hate transpo and fortunately, my parents already talked to one of their friends in manila who owns a dormitory. haha. i'm really excited.

haay. 2 days to go before js promenade. actually, i'm not that excited cause im not prepared. i'm contented with my clothes. haha. flirt. this will be the js for us seniors. i want this to be memorable.

i think i made this entry long already.
i'm quite tired so...

goodnight and sweetdreams.

P.S. wow. nakasulat din ng mahaba haba. haay. d na tungkol sa love ang ilalagay ko. haha. mukang tanga kasi.

wanted: person to construct this broken heart.

" if somebody is taking advantage of your feelings knowing that you love him/her then tell him/her this:

i'm just inlove...

but i'm not desperate... "

what a very interesting quote to reflect on. it doesn't really applies to me but i just want to share this thought. honestly, i strongly upholds what the quote is trying to convey. i hate people who just think of themselves and not considering other people's feelings. ok, stop this thing. i just shared something.

i'm really not in the mood right now. sorry. i have had this bad mood since practice awhile ago. i'm not going to share the exact reason. i'm just going to keep this to myself. [ i was really pissed! ] haay.

" desperate times call for desperate measure . "

should i apply this to myself? i'm not desperate !!

P.S. bat ganun? wala na naman ako gana magsulat ngaun. buset tlga. ayoko na. hey, can you construct me?

not in the mood for a sensible entry...

nothing much happened today because it was just an ordinary day to easily forget. i'm kinda sleepy right now. haha. i had a conflict with my mother that made my afternoon unreasonable. somehow, i'm quite sorry for the thing i made. haha. i don't have anything to say so....

GOODNIGHT !!!

P.S. wala parin ako masabe. pasok na naman bukas. sana magkaroon ng bago araw araw ko para madagdagan ang mga entries ko dito.

happy thoughts to remember... [i'm so glad!]

yesterday, we[jaycees] were asked to go to the induction of jaycees in bacoor. it was held in the cavite school of life. we were excited and nervous at the same time because we were not aware of the routines that will happen in the said event. during our trip to the school, i was able to bonded to the other members especially apple, jeli and dorcas. haha. when we arrived at the school, we were surprised with the setting because it was so nice and alot of guest were also in their respective highschool uniform. after registration, we finally went to the food section and then we settled ourselves in the table.

at first, the program was kind a boring because there were a lot of acknowledgements and there were a lot of people inducted. after a long time of waiting, there was a band who performed to refresh the audiences. apart from the band, joy viado was also there to entertain us with some of her punchlines but she also sang. we noticed that its getting late so we asked the president to take us home. thank god the driver was kind, he drived us to our respective houses.

[ i'm very very happy, you know why? because i was able to bonded with her a lot at hindi ako natameme... haha. ]

P.S. super saya talaga kahapon dahil nakasama ko sya!! isa sa pinakamasayang araw sa buhay ko.

momentary thoughts...

this day was really really tiring. i went to sm with mariel, kate and adora. i was happy because we had fun and had bonded a lot. in sm, we created happy moments and laughters.

our real purpose why we decided to go is that we want to watch any movie. then, there we've decided to watch jumper. it was quite annoying cause there are scenes from which i had headache. after watching, we roamed around and looked for stuffs. we also ate in kenny rogers.

it was a very enjoyable trip to remember. by the way, we also talked about our future college life and it almost made me cry. haha. i'm really really gonna miss everything...

i hope in college, we will never forget each other and there should always be time to meet each other.

P.S. while writing this entry, i'm thinking of her... [add!]

demand for commitment..

poof! a sudden annoyance to my mind. god. a lot of ideas overlap in my mind right now. one of them is her. i'm quite glad this time cause i received a reply from her. [mababaw lang ako!] haha. [add! add! add!] i'm so happy... we talked about a lot of things. kilig to the max!!!

but after awhile...

i was told awhile ago that ms. x[code name of her] was with mr. y[nevermind!]. it hurts alot. :( what am i suppose to do? i became really really sad.

ok. change topic. today was also our sportsfest and it was so tiring and boring as well. i played for volleyball but unfortunately, we lost. but it's ok because it was part of the game. haha. after the sportfest, we played "basaan" i really had fun playing with majie and adora. haha. having fun relieves me from sadness.

shet!! ayoko na. mahal ko talaga xa tapos.

P.S. alam ko mababasa nea rin to. ready ako malaman nea ang nararamdaman ko.

broken hopes:(

this is going to be a very short entry...

i'm just bothered this late night. someone landed in my mind. i feel broken hearted with no specific reason. maybe i'm just in a dramatic mood so anyway forget about it. honestly, i'm not tired of hoping, actually i've watched a film entitled "the secret". there is one part there that says if you believe, it will come true. haha. also, if you want to experience something, learn to visualize. as a whore, i did all of that but it didn't satisfied me. [whoa!!!] when i hear the word "believe" i can't help to feel lethargic. god! is it normal for a person to feel this weird things. maybe not, it really depends to one's thinking.

i should stop this, it bothers me to the max...

P.S. stop bothering me !! i heart you .. [add!]

unfinished decision...

i was really not in a good mood today, you know why? it's because the js was rescheduled again. yesterday i was really in a hurry to buy my underpolo so i went to sm right away. i walked from place to place in order to look for a perfect color and style. i was just given a budget of 1000 pesos and it should be able to cover up a polo and a tie. after a long time of searching, i've decided to buy the polo that i saw in department store. i was amazed by the color and it fits to me good.

after a lot of hardwork[kadiring word!], i was able to accomplish the task. i went home and i told my mom the whole story about my journey to sm. i thought she's going to be mad but she told that it was ok that i spent the whole 1000 pesos. and now, i'm really really excited for the JS. i hope it would be the best JS i've ever attended.

what a short entry... i just shared!

P.S. i'm really looking forward to write a long entry. haha.

haay. i thought of up again..

when i hear my classmates talking about college, i can't help but think about what school should i enter. but honestly, i really dreamed of studying in University of the Philippines. i already took the exam. unfortunately, i did not pass to the said university because my score wasn't qualified to the course i chose. i was really really dissapointed and it made me very sad and down. after sometime, i realized that maybe this was really not destined for me. [haha. wth!] i also took entrance exam in mapua and in ust and thank god! i passed both exams. haha. when my parents knew about it, they assured me to study in mapua but i'm really confused that time.

in mapua, there are four quarters to be taken. if you think of it, it's really expensive. sometimes, i think that maybe because of this dilemma, i may not finish college. aside from this, a lot says that studying in this institute is really difficult and challenging. my parents said, " kaya mo yan anak, alam ko matalino ka.". i'm not sure if they are boosting my confidence or they just really want me to study there.

P.S. i'm super duper confused...

watta tiring day...

this day wasn't really a good one. last night, i slept late for some kilig reasons. haha. this morning i had a very good sleep so my mom had the hard time to wake me up. then after preparing, i went to school. [sounds very tiring!]

during class hours, we just did usual things like discussions. in english time we watched a boring documentary but we have to focus because we were supervised by the principal. i really had a very tiring day today. darn!

wait, i almost forgot, last night i'm so very kilig. how i wish i can say the reason but i'll just keep it as a secret. clue: add!

haay. i don't have anything to say here.
what a short post!!!

P.S. walang magawa ngaun. busit! sana magtext na xa.

just a short info from the author of this blog...

i'm just a student from the school located in the small town of noveleta.(PERIOD) i'm not going to introduce myself by saying my name, my age etc. because it would just make this a little boring. i never thought of creating this blog just because i have a lot things to express and also i'm 100% sure that this blog won't be a secret. i'm quite tired of creating blogs because i can never preserve even one of them. i hope this one will go long long way in my STUPID life.

i've created this because i was inspired by one of my teacher, she also has her blog and it was so amazing. haha. uhm, wait! why am i writing in english here? haha. this is just for my first post fellas. by the way, my tiltle was a line from the shakespearean novel, A Midsummer Nights Dream. i was just amazed with this line and it's very striking. i think i have to end this cause it's going nonsense already.

P.S. for my fans, i promise to update this blog right away. thank you.

-addparamotistic!