broken hopes:(

this is going to be a very short entry...

i'm just bothered this late night. someone landed in my mind. i feel broken hearted with no specific reason. maybe i'm just in a dramatic mood so anyway forget about it. honestly, i'm not tired of hoping, actually i've watched a film entitled "the secret". there is one part there that says if you believe, it will come true. haha. also, if you want to experience something, learn to visualize. as a whore, i did all of that but it didn't satisfied me. [whoa!!!] when i hear the word "believe" i can't help to feel lethargic. god! is it normal for a person to feel this weird things. maybe not, it really depends to one's thinking.

i should stop this, it bothers me to the max...

P.S. stop bothering me !! i heart you .. [add!]