not in a good mood...

i'm not really in a good mood today reason? it's a private thing but others may know this. actually, this entry will not be a good one. i can't think of ideas right now. argh! nevermind.

as obvious, this day wasn't a good one because a lot things happened. i will no longer specify the reason. haha. i've thinking of something else right now and that is definitely college. this will be our last week in school i think. if i'm not mistaken, next week will be a free week for us because it is a holy week. it's really not good to think that we will leave our alma mater. haha. to tell you honestly, i'm not yet ready to enter college because i'm afraid to face new challenges as well as new set of sufferings. also, college means more expenses will definitely come. haay. yesterday, my mom suggested me to take BS Accountancy in San Sebastian College. ofcourse it was a bad news for me because i really don't want to study there. in fact, we had an argument about the expenses that will possibly come to us if i insist them. they also pointed out that they are the who will produce money so i should uphold their decision. i'm really having difficulty to decide whether to obey my parents or to stand on my decision.

i have nothing to say. haha. i'm quite tired.

P.S. nakakasawa na pag awayan ang college. buset! gusto ko talaga sa mapua.